Healing happens haphazardly in its own time and season beyond our best efforts noble as they are. Healing happens as normalcy returns the small moments we enjoyed remember us again, it will be fine we realize, after all.
One wants to say so close to Paradise only so far away. We're two miles from the beautiful Pacific beach coastline which is fine. You can't stroll the sand due to crazy crime. You can't touch the water due to bacteria slime. One wants to say maybe better someday so close to Paradise only so far away
Wisp of moon near a veiled horizon the early dark sky still deep in slumber as I stand in the cool silence of the hour both palms to face before night's mirror as bracing cold water dissolves the last trace of fluid dream while a chilled stray wind just before dawn slips under my door routines line up by habit the day begins once more.
Whoever knows the connections of things or why attractions molt into fixations of the mind's math recalculating all the data to best estimate a clue that reveals you always see first that middle star from Orion's trio Alnilam by name how it calls out to you all these decades as if a beacon beckons from a far home.
Long shadow of curling cat around the dark corner on a cool and stealthy mission, that is you. Fever dream of earnest eagle in steady sloped flight across breaking hillsides of dawn, that is you.
Clouds In the village today processions of cirrus clouds passing across the fields of sky through the slow haze of afternoon each time I notice them I think of you somewhere smiling or talking or simply being so casually beautiful ...